happiness is being tolerated by a cat

(Color is hard, y’all. Sometimes I get stuck in an endless loop of palettes. Like right now. I’m leaning toward one and five.)

I’m fortunate enough to be tolerated by three cats, currently. Stitch has been with us for 17 years, Pippin for 11 years, and Ginger for four months. We’ve put the older ones through a lot – babies, dogs, moving, and more – but they always come around when their food dish is empty and/or the bed is warm.

not my circus, indeed

 

More random doodles, another WIP pattern, and a finished typographic poster with a phrase suggested by one of my coworkers.

I honestly can’t keep up with myself lately; I am slowly updating my shops with new designs, but it takes a while…and if I’m honest, I’d rather focus on the making things part. Business is not my strong suit. I guess I’ll keep my day job. 😀

fanfic is forever

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Fanfic keeps our favorite characters and worlds alive long after the series/book/movie ends. I speak from experience, being in love with a television show that has “ended” multiple times over.

I do love playing with type and different illustrated type styles; it’s something I’d like to get better (and faster) at.

repetition and failure

I have a tendency to overthink when it comes to making art. I like to believe, as a left-brained creature of habit, that I can rationalize my way to successful creative outcomes, but it doesn’t work that way.

Regular meditation has helped me to understand that the creative spark is always present, but I have to show up and do the thing. Waiting for the muse to strike is just procrastination. True creation is about repetition and failure, and the latter rubs my logical brain the wrong way.

So I’m sharing everything–even the failures–to remind myself that creativity doesn’t happen out of thought, it happens out of action.

caroline.blog gets a facelift

Wow, it’s been a while since I worked on a theme — any theme, but especially one that was just for me. Caroline.blog has used the same theme for the last, uh, four years? Maybe more?

This design started as a Codepen experiment with CSS Grid, then before I knew it, I was downloading Underscores to bring it to life. I wanted a simple design to bring the focus to my illustration portfolio — no widgets, no extras, just the content, big images, and a li’l navigation menu.

It all came together in about a day. I’m still fine-tuning things (I will forever be fine-tuning things) but I’m happy with it!

evolution of a doodle

I’m craving sushi, and had it in my head to do this pop-art sushi squares print.

My process has evolved a bit; I used to draw in color from the start, filling in shapes as soon as I’d outlined them. Now I tend to draw outlines and fill in with color later. I’ve found that makes it easier to try on multiple color schemes (especially for patterns) and helps me focus on the shapes and composition. Sometimes I also like the black and white version enough to save it as a separate version.

It starts out like this; a really, really rough sketch:

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Unfortunately I forgot to screenshot the semi-finished outline this time. It looks something like this, but much less polished:

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Once I have the general composition down, I start playing around with colors, stroke widths, shapes, and opacity:

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Then comes the part where I tweak everything for hours. 😛 Lots of smoothing out rough curves and joining endpoints. In this case, I didn’t like the lack of detail in the wasabi, so I redrew it. I also swapped a couple blocks around for visual interest. And here’s the finished version:

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silver linings

I am two iron infusions down, and starting to feel a bit better, if not exactly energetic. It will probably be a couple months before I’m back to “normal”, but the lightheadedness and general wooziness is fading, my heart rate seems to have calmed a bit, and I can do simple chores around the house without feeling like I’m going to collapse. Small wins!

To make things really interesting, I caught a cold last weekend, and by Monday it had morphed into the sinus infection from hell. Talk about adding insult to injury. I’ve been reduced to a lump on the couch for the last three weeks, and I’m sick and tired of being, well, sick and tired.

But I have plenty of time to draw! I’d fallen out of the habit last year while I figured out how to navigate changes in my career. It’s nice to turn my attention back to making things in my spare time, and I promise to post more screenshots and works in progress here.

I’m really into patterns and vaguely floral designs at the moment. This weekend’s doodles so far:

Summer Doodles

After looking at everything I accomplished during summer sabbatical ,it’s fair to say the majority of my time was spent drawing and working on my shops.

I’d set a goal to draw three things per week, but the final tally shows more than twice that! For all this work, I still feel quite slow as an illustrator, and not very prolific. But I’m proud of what I finished and learned along the way.

Here is a sample of the work, not including the (many) drawings I didn’t finish. Everything is posted at Calobee Doodles if you want to follow along!